Hello everyone, 

I know it's been a long time since I came here to talk to you. To be entirely honest, this blog was the last thing I was capable to deal with. A lot of things happened in my life lately unabling me to write anything other than my research for my master degree. Fortunately (and with a lot of efforts), everything finally goes fine, even more than just fine, but great ! This past months were more than difficult, I had hard times to sleep and even to eat sometimes ( and everybody knows how much I love to eat), and I'm sure the lockdown didn't help me at all. 

This last 3 weeks were confusing : For the first time of my life I do not have anything to think of but myself. It's a lot of time to spend with me and I have to learn to live with my own person. I know it can be strange to say it this way, but in our current life with all our responsabilities we don't spent enough time with ourself, truly, in a pure way. Learning more about ourselves can be as disturbing as comforting or terrifying. From a moment, I asked myself how it was possible to spent 26 years of my life without even knowing me a little bit. 

We can't access to true hapiness without questionning ourselves about our connection with the world around us. It can be truly violent to note our inability to capture the present moment, to be entirely dedicated to our life without letting events pass under our nose. Our jobs, our scheduled filled to the brim, our family's reponsabilities, our future... all this noise around us and all that is expected from us, disconnected us from our true self and sometimes from our own soul. Sadly, it's often loosing a relative or the illness - when the body is in total disconnection with our soul - that we realize the true issue about how we live (or sometimes survive) in our society.

This new questionings push me to ask myself about new subjects as meditation, well being, spirituality... New subjects that I will love to share with you in later posts ♡